This series explores what it means to be in recovery from an eating disorder.

"There are some days when I will wake up and look in the mirror and just wish I could claw it all off. I wish I could get a giant dyson vacuum and just suck it out. Especially in the evenings if I have managed to eat relatively well in the day, in the evenings my body image is horrendous. Having a shower in the evening I find the most disgusting thing, I feel like fats everywhere.  I do really dislike my body a lot of the time. I know its not really related to weight, I pretend its related to weight and I pretend that I would feel better about my body if I were at a lower weight, but I know realistically all I’m doing is trying to numb the inside thing by treating it externally which doesn’t make much sense." - Katie